Nightfall on the Sand
Time : in the evening
Yani sits on the
sand in the seaside who is looking at the wealth of its nature in that place.
Waves upon the sea as chasing one another.
Renia :
(near to Yani and sits beside her) may
I share a little?
Yani :
about…?
Renia :
(calmly, stare at ceiling picture) about
me, you, and us.
Yani feels
silent upon hearing Re’s statement.
Renia : (stare in the Yani’s face) do you know, what is my reason to choose
512 senior high school after graduating from junior high school? Actually, it’s
nothing special. Complete facilities, such as basket ball court, soccer field
either indoor or outdoor are there. The laboratories are complete such as
computer laboratory, physic laboratory, biology laboratory, chemistry
laboratory, and language laboratory. But, there is a facility which haven’t owned
yet by other school. (Stare at ceiling
picture) the simple school mosque but it is able to heart-moving. For the first time
I see that mosque, I inspire to see the community in it. Likely they stay in a
world of far from my place tread on. I don't know why, I wish really knowing
through of their world, world missionize.
Yani still keep silent and stare the wealth of its nature in the
evening.
Renia : (Renia’s tears star to float) the organization
which is handling that mosque is called Solidaritas
Remaja Islam. That mosque is An-Nur which has the meaning is light. Do you
know, Yan, why it named by An-Nur? Sister Yuli said it can be illuminating the
people of their environs, especially which is learning the science so that the
science more useful, moreover science is as a light.
Yani starts to cry bitter tears.
Renia : finally,
I met you all in SR. I met you, Yan. I met the childish Andin, I met the sweet
Lisha, the adult Alit, Elis who has halfblooded of China, the beautiful Zecki, the
motherlike Irma, and the other. I also met the boys who are impressive, dashing
but queer-looking. Our chief is Fahmi, Uki which has strong accent patois of
Java, Yayang who can speak English and Arabic fluently. With all of you as if I stay with my family.
For me, all of you more than simply friends, all of you more than workmates, all
of you are my family. My brothers and sisters! (Cry heart out) but, now…. Why you want to retire from this
organization?
Yani cries bitter tears and she bites her lips. Her heart is
grieved when she listened Re’s sharing of SR management in their school.
Yani : you
will not understand how sorest this heart is. (Standing and going to walk to far away from Renia)
Renia : (screaming) why…. Why can I understand
you? (Chasing at Yani)
Yani : (screaming)
because of you are a part of them.
And they are vis-à-vis among the splash of wave gone out to sea.
Yani : (calmly) I am confused. I am confused with
your all attitude during the time. During the time, my heart always asks
around, and altogether begins from one question. Is Aryani Pertiwi still being
assumed by a friend or workmate? (Staring
at ceiling picture) Maybe you feel confused with my question but I feel it
until this time. I feel isolated by all of you. All
of the things are becoming trend in management; I do not have a line on that
matter. Suddenly, all of you come to me and ask the fund for the activities
without confirmation to me before. And finally I conscious, I conscious that
you all do not require me. (Fall to the
white sand.)
Renia
embraces her try to make her calm.
Renia : you are foolish if you think like
that! We have never removed you. We love you, Yan. (Calmly) we love you.
Yani : (disembarrass) you are lie! Perhaps, it’s only you say like that,
Re.
Andin, Elis, Alit, Fahmi, Yayang and other SR management come from
the north-ward.
Elis : if we have never loved you,
what for do we here?
Andin : (come a-near) you are wrong, if you said we have isolated you.
Yayang : (come a-near) perhaps, it’s only your
feeling which has a hunch that we don’t need you. Basically, we need another,
don’t we?
They take a
walk to come a-near and make a semicircular.
Alit : (point towards sun amazingly) Look!!! Look that sun. What a
beautiful panorama in the nightfall is!
Zecky : I always remember with our
experience in the first time in…
Lisha : (continue) Pangrango Mountain.
Fahmi :ya, new member
enthronization which is always recalled.
Uphay : clearly, when we went and climbed
to that mountain, I really felt that you all are as my close family. (Remembering) hmmm, in that time, it was Yani’s Birthday, wasn’t it? (Stealing a glance at Yani)
Uki : when can we Tahajud praying together again? It has
been long time we haven’t praying together again.
Renia : if we pray tonight?
Arif : likely, if like this event
such as placing the egoist forward.
Yani feels be forced
into Arif’s statement.
Yani : (soliloquy) oh, my God. I am very foolish! Why do I ask their more
attention? How naive I am, to assume them to isolate me?
Elis : Yani, do you still want to
join us? (extending Yani’s hand)
It is witnessed by Anyer
beach that are success in uniting their fraternity.
“kamu sangat berarti , Istimewa dihati,
selamanya rasa ini.
Bila tua nanti kita
tlah hidup masing-masing, ingatlah hari ini”*
*Reff song. Ingatlah
Hari Ini – Projek Pop.
Curtain
*real story from sista Asti*
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